PROUD

I am so proud of myself. The pictures came out amazing. These aren't even edited and I loved how they came out.. here are the straight of camera shot and I will post some edited soon.

Thank you for watching =)

skills? or lack there of :-/

Today I'm going to have the chance to shoot someone other than my fiance and son. I'm like realllllllllly excited. I can show of my SKILLS or lack there of. ;) Well I'm pretty confident all in all. I'm more scared of straight out of the camera shots because when I edit, they look pretty good. I think. But. Doesn't every photographer edit anyways especially with portraits etc. I don't know. I just need to be more confident in myself and work. It's ONLY the beginning.

Here's a collage of shots from yesterday.

ENJOY. ;)




Eric Paul | Suisun, CA | January 14, 2011



TGIF, Morning Walks, SAHM

My favorite day of the work week! =)
I LOVE Fridays
...but thats not the reason for my post.

July '10 when I was able to stay home | Jayden, about 8wks 

Today when Jayden wakes up, if the sun stays out, I think we'll go for a morning walk. I really miss those now that winter is here. Every morning in the summer we'd go off on our walks, he was so little so slept on most of the walks or had to cover him because the sun was too bright, but I was a good way for me to exercise since I had no time for a gym in those early months. Anyways. I miss them. Now that he's older he can look around and enjoy being outside, a change from being cooped up in the house all week because of the dumb weather or because mommy's at work. =/

Which brings be to my next subject. WORK. I miss staying home with my baby while on leave for those short, 2 months. I see how all the other mommy's get to be SAHMs and it makes be sooooo jealous envious . I feel so horrible going to work everyday, like I'm a bad mom for not being able to see my sons firsts and enjoy these precious moments. But I guess things go this way for some families and you SAHM are so lucky to be able to be there.  ONE DAY. Maybe one day. I'll have the chance to stay home with my little man or next baby. It's just so hard right now for us. I get so fed up with work. I just wanna walk out sometimes. I just have to sit back look at my son and realize everything I do is for him. And all in all I'm doing pretty damn good at beating statistics for a 20 year old momma. I handle business. =) lol

wellllllllll baby J is up now.

until next time.

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

Never participated in this before since I am a blogger "NEWBIE" but here are my pictures for this weeks Wordless Wednesday.. ENJOY ;)

(No time to edit since we are on our way out the door,

 but here goes Jayden before we run our errands.

 I love mornings. 

Baby J is so happy, by the afternoon he's a mini grouch &come evening time.... =( !!!)